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im destroying my mind
trying to understand
how with little to no effort
you've got me eating out of the palms of your hands
don't you love starting to have feelings for someone
that you know will never feel the same way?
yeah. its awesome.
today me and cyd went downtown
and on the train we met this black woman.
sister holly.
she was probably the hightlight of my day.
she invited us to her church
and was just so happy about life and God.
it made me and cyd very happy also.
she was fucking great.
and so finals are tomorrow
but unlike everyone else
i dont stress over them.
in fact, i dont even study.
perhaps thats why my grades are shit?
maybe.
I miss my friends.
I miss driving around aimlessly.
I miss going to Cyds late at night and sitting on her porch.
I miss him.
I miss being happy.
were murdering our lives
trying to make it work
and you and i both know
that we are a lost cause
were nothing more than specs on this earth
